So, I to buy some clothes for myself for when we go on our big trip - I looked like a beached whale. I became so depressed and upset with myself that I decided to take action. I joined south beach diet online and week one i am down 5 pounds. I feel good about my dieting this time. I am doing it for myself, i am doing i for my kids.
I know that I am not going to have more kids, and it is time for me to do something for myself. I am happy to stat this new phase in my life, and i really feel like thistime is going to be the time. I am finding south beach easier this time around - thankfully, and i am happy with it for me.
I am not beating yself up if i have a slice of pizza - i just don't overdo it. I will get there, and i will be happier when i am!